#cas's thoughts

[candy-colored-misery]

i think im just meant to be this hollow thing forever 

[candy-colored-misery]

1 - both!!

2 - hoodies <3

3 - hmm netflix

4 - ooh i cant choose :O

5 - honestly? idk. LMAO i mostly fall for strong and bold but kind personalities

6 - i hate tea sorry 😭

7 - not bitter ty

8 - orangey/red hues :)

9 - nope, im too scared ;-;

10 - im happily engaged!

11 - not into sports

12 - i like pastels/neutral colors the most

13 - nope

14 - really no preference! but i like myself a tall guy (mainly bc my fiance is taller SDFGJH)

15 - hand kisses <3

16 - not sure ^^

17 - hmm ideal date probably consists of being out late at night doing dumb shit or just chilling. honestly i just like being with my partner doing whatever as long as we're together

18 - cabin getaway for sure!

19 - i dont have one

20 - im not sure tbh.. im kind of 50/50 on the idea

21 - many times in the past, and currently in love with my fiance 💙

22 - bothhhhh <33

23 - metal

24 - me and my fiance admitting our love for each other <3 there's other ones but im too lazy to write about it

25 - idk lol

26 - im genuinely thinking abt it!

27 - never

28 - sometimes :3

29 - ermmmm call me anything positive and i melt

30 - i love both of these equally

31 - probably

32 - see answer 29

33 - coffee shop for sure

34 - i love both but 99% of the time im the big spoon

35 - usually how people present themselves as well as how they act, for some reason i gravitate towards people's eyes and observing their face shape

36 - 100% !!!

37 - both lol

38 - i thinkkkkk so? im not sure

39 - my fiance is always cute idc what he's doing or acting like

40 - cascada - every time we touch!!

mlm asks!

I never see these so I decided to make one lol~

Do you like resting your head in a boys lap, or on his shoulder?

Sweaters or hoodies?

Netflix or clubbing on a Friday night?

Denim or leather jackets?

What’s your favorite thing about boys?

How do you like your tea?

How do you like your coffee?

Favorite fall color?

Can you drive?

Do you have a crush?

What’s your favorite sport?

Are you a pastel, neon, or neutral color mlm?

Do you wear makeup?

Do you like boys taller or shorter than you?

Do you prefer hand kisses, or nose kisses?

What’s your favorite cologne smell?

Ideal date?

What’s more romantic: cabin getaway, or tropical vacation?

What’s your favorite mlm movie?

Do you believe in love at first sight?

Have you ever been in love?

Do you like sitting in a boys lap, or do you prefer when a boy sits in yours?

Metal or cloth bracelets?

What’s one of your favorite memories of being in love?

Do you tilt your head to the left or right when you kiss?

Would you like to take his last name when you marry?

Do you want kids?

Do you interlock fingers when you hold hands?

What’s a compliment you’d love to receive from a boy?

What’s better, waking up to him in the morning, or falling asleep next to him at night?

Any turn offs?

What makes you blush?

Coffee shop or dog park date?

Big spoon or little spoon?

What first catches your eye?

Would you enjoy it if he bought you flowers?

Do you think matching couple outfits are cute or cheesy?

Have you ever asked a boy out?

Which is cuter, him being confident, or shy?

What’s one of your fave love songs?

[bacchuschucklefuck]

couldnt draw my thang for mid-autumn so treated myself to a calne redesign instead

[pumpkinhead666]

1st time

2nd time

3rd time

4th time

5th time

last time

screaming, crying, fucking throwing up

[castiels-undercoat]

I like to imagine Dean when cas gets out of the empty being like "DUDE IVE LITERALLY BEEN HITTING ON YOU FOR TWELVE YEARS??? ARE YOU DUMB?" Just something abt the thought of him saying "bro literally every person in our lives has asked me if we're dating I COULD NOT POSSIBLY HAVE SENT YOU STRONGER SIGNALS MY MAN" its just. So silly to me.

[strawlessandbraless]

*Cas blatantly checking out Dean* nice work 👍

[lovealwayssay]

I just did some math and, if Cas is as old as the earth, his 12 years with Dean is equivalent to like 0.08 seconds in a human lifespan. That’s less than 1/10th of a second, shorter than the blink of an eye. He knew Dean for such a short amount of time compared to his entire existence and it was enough to fundamentally change everything about Cas and how he sees the world. That’s absolutely insane to me.

[zykamiliah]

i think one of the most satisfying turns the bkdk/dkbk fandom experience has taken for me is that, when you read fanworks from 2021 or earlier you get the tsundere kacchan who'd never admit to feeling any kind of love related feeling to deku. and then i look at how canon went down and can't help the mad cackling because man we had no idea. we thought katsuki was gonna be like "as if i like you shitty deku go die *in denial*" for eternity. and hori really say: nuh uh. this boy COMMITS. this boy is gonna be SO OBSESSED and DEVOTED and he's gonna OWN IT. he's gonna be all "i'm gonna die thinking about him, i'm the one who steps up when that nerd can't take care of it, i'm bakugo kacchan, i actually want to spend my life at his side as heroes and i'll dedicate 8 years to making sure that happens". he's gonna be all determined and straightforward and *extending his hand* "come, deku! (let's chase each other for the rest of our lives!) (i'll keep your dream alive!)"

like. we had no fucking idea man añkdsjalkjlñksjalkjahlsdk

[insanesonofabitch]

Me when I remember that Dean was supposed to gently and lovingly touch Cas’ face in Tombstone:

[somerandomdudelmao]

I'm looking through some older parts of the comic (definitely for no particular reason...) and seeing this in light of some of the more recent updates gave me Feelings.

Like oh. Oh.

He really had it all planned out. Die, become a spirit, get a robot body, beat the Krang, help the world recover, and give himself and Raph new organic bodies after - how simple, how Tello, to tie it up with a nice little bow and make it all work out in the end. A plan he already had all thought out that he just didn't tell them about yet, you know?

And then, of all the things, his spirit failed him. He wasn't strong enough. It was right there. It should've been fine, it should've worked. He had it all planned out.

No wonder he feels like he failed - he accounted for everything except the idea of his spirit falling to pieces, of him not being strong enough to hold it together and get to the robot.

The ultimate unpredictable factor, the only possible flaw in the plan, ended up being him.

He failed. Not his tech, or the plan itself, but him.

And he's been trying to make up for it ever since.

[izel-scribbles]

everyone should read no sweeter innocence btw

@percy-mawce-arts’ oscar!! who i’ve been meaning to draw for five billion years 5 months 2 weeks and 6 days 😔

[candy-colored-misery]

"my soul aches for something better than this."

2023 journal entry, from me.

[found--family]

cas would not kiss dean first. dean would also not kiss cas first. this is their tragedy. but a shapeshifter or some kind of monster clone or djinn dream would initiate the first kiss and they would 100% return it. or the real dean and cas would've just simply fallen together somehow like tripped and fell and gravity would bring their mouths together whoops anyway they'd both take it from there - and that's not fate pulling strings it's just dumb luck for these two dumbasses (affectionate)

[thefableddestiel]

“Something always goes wrong”

“Yeah, why does that something always seem to be you?”

This but it means like, Dean could’ve ignored his sexuality if it wasn’t for Cas. Dean could’ve stayed in hell like he deserved if Cas hadn’t pulled him out. Dean wouldn’t have had to experience losing the love of his life time and time again if Cas just hadn’t come along.

[wigglebox]

Destiel Pride - Day 21; Most faithful mirror

[clairenatural]

okay but you see sam has ALSO fallen for dean's act. sam also believes dean to be the macho, daddy's soldier, beer boobs cars guy he presents himself as. this is why sam makes fun of dean whenever he even lightly steps out of that mold and thinks it's harmless banter instead of attacking an insecurity. it's why he laughs when john talks down to dean in the early seasons and it's why he seems surprised when dean is more comfortable with himself in the later seasons. it's why he just scoffs but doesn't push it when dean puts up a front and refuses to talk about his emotions and just accepts whatever excuse he makes at face value. it's why he offers dean a strip club to make him feel better when cas dies. and this isn't his fault!! dean has spent a very long time perfecting this image in front of everyone and ESPECIALLY to sam because along with it comes safety and security and stability and the only person. who has consistently been able to see through it. is castiel